reflection11

Hello all! As another school year comes to a close I realize that once again I have done no art. (ahhhhh!) Until I have some things to upload I've decided to submit photographs that i've modeled in, all of which are done by the amazing drainingraven ~drainingraven (https://www.deviantart.com/drainingraven) fortunately (for my sanity) I've added an art minor so that i can successfully go on to a graduate program in art therapy and clinical psychology......which means there will hopefully be much more art to come. until then, hope all is well with the world

I feel unproductive, artistically and otherwise, and i long for a change of pace. At the same time the idea of starting a job next week and school the week after is horribly intimidating. ...man I'm lazy... signed up for fantasy football yesterday to have some fun with my friends....still trying to get the hang out it....any helpful tips anyone? also i finally, after 3 years and many tries, figured out how to make an avatar. fantastic! I'm longing for a spiritual and intellectual change; something to excite me, but lacking the motivation to get rolling..... any advice (other than "just get off your ass")?

this is a feeling I never realized i'd have. I feel homesickness two years after after I've moved away from my home and the homesickness I feel is mostly for my friends. I drove home tonight and cried only for the fact that i have literally met no one, other than my boyfriend, that i connect with here, and a boyfriend is not enough. I have a few friends in NY but even those I've met I don't connect with in the way that i connect with the people I love most in virginia. I've never felt this loneliness accept in the situation of the loss of a friend due to death or the loss of a romantic relationship but even when I have an incredible boyfriend